Boredom sucks!.... The same old on rotuine gettin up in the morning as usual with a morning tea which u have to make it yourself the same old on idiotic box howling with the same old on bakwass news " media sucks" when they bring in fake n useless stories just for trp's..... sick of eating the same food... actually u become more lazy n useless coz of this..........Feels like worhtless,useless,life's meaningless...... jealousy , inferiority complex all jumps in u!all bad characters gets jorted out within.... i was a kinda person who doesnt know the meaning of boredom. my life wud always be so rocking but it was all once upon a time... I Spoke to some of ma old friends today. wen i said them 'm upset theys ay ' " wat'z that? do u even know the meaning of this? Strange but had to accept the fact i'm becoming boring. i won't blame anybody else for this except me.... i think i made a wrong decision in ma life n i'm suffering now.....anyways as usual the same old on dialogues fit in this . "all fate" nothing can be done.... but one thing is sure ur mind starts thinking a lot abt certain stuffs which u never even imagine. Probably i wud say ur creativity comes out......but loneliness teaches u a lot..... u improve urself a lot. knowing urself better. can spend sometime with urself n plus family wud be very happy since we help thema lot in household works. A hectic job to handle i think. But being a women a superiority feeling comes makes u proud to be an women.

Is it a loss.....

Is it a loss!. today i went for an interview as an rj. Who doesnt wantu become an rj? like any another normal person even i went the last day when i got a cal iam short listed among so many other candidates i found myself lucky.. Likewise anxiety,excitement,passion, dreams were seeming to come true i was feeling proud within myself tat if i become an rj i will do wonders...

• But But But... the dreams are always dreams they never come true . I gave my best in the interview..... i feel i had the stuff which they needed it. I would have been selected also but since we're the migrants from north we live in south we didnt match the fequency of southyies.... Local Language is the most important requirement n i missed the chance of showin my creativity , my skills, my talent,my talks which was the oly requirement to become an rj...Within iam a very confident person but i was touched when i didnt get selected nevertheless still iam feelin bad but i wud say its not my loss.... its not tat i wont try again i can approach other ways n show my skills so its their loss who missed me. Dont say me iam over - confident! but i wud say they missed a good candidate in their firm...... when i asked my Friend abt that firm he said" It sucks"...... so it just soothened me for a while!... However y shud i be a part of such place where ones creativity is labelled by another's name!Wel wel this is the corporate world where's one's talent is business for another.... This is the shit of the corporate world n humans r the ones who "live in this shit"! and says its a way of living!... do we want such thing to survive?...... all questions which has no better answers if searched!

Shayiris......

• Jab kabhi main toot ke bikharta hoonmain khoob kahkahe ab lagata hoonapni barbadiyon ka manjar dekhkarDin raat fir Jashn main manata hoonhathon me aaj teri tasweer rakhkarToote sapne apne hathon se jalata hoon

• lamho mein jo kat jae wo kya jindagiaansuo mein jo beh jae wo kya jindagijindagi ka to falsafa hi kuch aur haijo har kisi ko samajh aae wo kya jindagi

• @@@ aaj apna lagta kyun begana sa haizameen hai sakhtaasmaan lagta kyun fasana sa haichodd chale tum mera sathaaj maut ka manjar lagta kyun suhana sa hai

• muskuraahat ki khaatir muskuraana bhool gaya,,ik chaahat k liye,, saara zamaana bhool gaya,,reh gayi tanhaayi is dil k aashiyaane mein,,mai palkon ke paayedaano ko,, ashQon se sajaana bhool gaya,,

• Dard jitna hai meri nigaho me,Paoge na utna kisi ki raho me,Bitani chahi the zindgi jiski baho me,Maut b na mil payi unki panaho me........

• Ek raat wo mile khwab me, hamne pucha kyu thukraya apne Jab dekha to unki ankho me b aansu the, fir kaise puchte kyu rulaya aapne........

• Ek Khushi ki chaah mai har khushi se dur huye hum... Kisi se kuch keh bhi na sake itne majbur huye hum.. Na aayi unhe nibhaani pyar mai wafaa... Aur jamaane ki najar me bewafa ke naam se mashur huye hum...

Flavours in Humans......

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There are a different ways we can develop ourself or cultivate a few characters within......I feel pursuing every character little bit within would develop us in various aspects. A bit of religious beliefs is nothin wrong where the youngie's feel or having religious beliefs is not trendy its so L.S... Tatz not the fact! Humour is another important factor in every being. Some people so cal'd "Introverts" had to learn that humour is the oly factor which wud help them to come out from thei Shells... Seriousness N maturity with a touch of cute ness wud add up more flavours or seek attention as well! Timeliness is another important factor....

"Think first wat u speak? then is it necessary? shud i? then proceed! "

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Why do people Fast?

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Why do we Fast! All spritual n religious beliefs n different religions preach different things. But the natural fact is "Health" If we fast its gud for health 'ofcourse girls fast for the very reason to maintain their posture. Everbody has their own reasons of Fasting. But rivalry is against who neither fast nor entertain others to fast . Wat they know is to criticise n make fun n askin weard questions which has no meaningful answers . It just started when i was a kid i use to see my mom fastin out relatives as wel so it became a trend tatz how kids develop among the surroundings. Well to be frank still i dont understand whether fasting for long is it gud or bad! According to me Fastin decreases ur 'Karma..... the sins we did so the punishment is by fasting ' there are many other reason in jainism why do people fast.

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How does it feel??????

How does it feel?

When all your cool buddies wave bye bye to you and u know it this is the last time u seeing each other and cherishing the old on memories.

How does it feel when your so ambitious n desperated towards ur career paths n finally nil is wat u get in your hands?

How does it feel when u fight with someone very close to your heart badly and after years u get back to them n the silly smile u give it to urself... n thinkin how to start the conversation. You want to talk many things but u hesitate?

How does it feel when u r so hungry and u r mom tells u its u r favourite dish prepared 4 lunch.... n u hog! like a frog!

We make hundreds of friends in our life and finally land up by sayin " my mom is my best friend".......

U wishing some thrill is missing in ur life !.. n u get a cal frm u r "X"...

Life is so unpredictable at times where as we start predicting abt it n whatever u wish it turns true.......

A Stranger becomes so close to u more than a known old friend.

..... Unnoticed Feelings........

Have u ever ? wondered? or thought abt these ones?

• Mom u lookin so beautiful today.......mum smiles n walks off!


• Fightin with ur youngie sister for so many days n finally giving her a chocolate n say sorry....


• Complimenting ur gf daily this time tryin somethin diff by sayin her" u look so fat today". n seein her facial expressions...


• Last minute assignments n fighting for notes with ya classmates


• Having a cup of coffee with ya frends in a group, a stranger met n by the way u become frends...


• Meeting ur very old friend n sayin Thanku "for giving such wonderful memories" n u laugh at them n go.


• Sittin on a lonely night n thinking about ur naughty deeds in schools n colleges.


• Feelin so depressed on certain things around u n suddenly u get a call frm an old friend.


• Gettin selected for a job rigt in 1st interview.


• U r x lover calls u n says he wants u bak in his or her life n u say him f*** off...


• A crazy long Drive in night n police seargeants caugt u for speeding or drink n drive!


• A big fight ends on your favour finally!


• Night parents catch u talkin over the phone n u just say that it was a cal from Airtel n they believe it.......


• The Craziest dream comes true n the results r more crazy than u imagined


• A unknown person, but a resembling face, or enemy comes in ur dream n kisses u and u get up from the bed in a shock n say " Thank god it was a Dream"


• U went to meet ur boy or gal since parents are out of town n cookin for ur gal or guy n parents reach at that moment all of a sudden...


• An unknown person is messaging n the excitement in knowing him ?


• Saying the truth n enjoying with ur frends or lying to ur parents n go to goa n the fear in heart tat wat if parents come to know abt it?

which one is better?

Cut , Copy, Paste - Life's new trend

Well, Today its the world of "cut, copy, paste" They Cut the concept edit in their styles copy it in short n paste it n name it on their names as labels.

But doing it the ones own creativity is been lost. This is actually not their fault there're so namy options available on net n other sources that they r tempt to do it. Though if they can attempt they think it should be best n lack of confidence forces them to follow the trend of cut, copy and paste. Where in this competitive world, so tough to survive if we bring out some new fresh ideas we would be peculiar but we also be unique in its own way. The only thing to be matched is the taste, the knowledge about this world.