Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Boredom sucks!.... The same old on rotuine gettin up in the morning as usual with a morning tea which u have to make it yourself the same old on idiotic box howling with the same old on bakwass news " media sucks" when they bring in fake n useless stories just for trp's..... sick of eating the same food... actually u become more lazy n useless coz of this..........Feels like worhtless,useless,life's meaningless...... jealousy , inferiority complex all jumps in u!all bad characters gets jorted out within.... i was a kinda person who doesnt know the meaning of boredom. my life wud always be so rocking but it was all once upon a time... I Spoke to some of ma old friends today. wen i said them 'm upset theys ay ' " wat'z that? do u even know the meaning of this? Strange but had to accept the fact i'm becoming boring. i won't blame anybody else for this except me.... i think i made a wrong decision in ma life n i'm suffering now.....anyways as usual the same old on dialogues fit in this . "all fate" nothing can be done.... but one thing is sure ur mind starts thinking a lot abt certain stuffs which u never even imagine. Probably i wud say ur creativity comes out......but loneliness teaches u a lot..... u improve urself a lot. knowing urself better. can spend sometime with urself n plus family wud be very happy since we help thema lot in household works. A hectic job to handle i think. But being a women a superiority feeling comes makes u proud to be an women.